R U going 2 have anymore?

I would always get that question once people found out I have 4 or 5 or 6 kids. At the time I would say I don't know and then after 6 I would resort to well I probably won't since of my age. I was saying what people wanted to hear. Though it wasn't a definite answer, there was still room for a yes. Since this happened on cue I have gotten the question from someone. And this time I *had* to say NO, no more kids for us. I HATED saying that. It was like yeah you all are right, anymore kids would be too much. I appeared normal now. It is normal to not want more kids. To me having to say no meant no more life for me. I am not able to give life.