Friday, April 13, 2012

Still beating the odds

I totally forgot to post on here about my results (I did post to facebook) that my latest blood and ct scan still show me in the clear! I still have my scope and biopsy on April 23 but I just think it has to be ok since the other tests came out good, right?? Isn't the cancer supposed to show up in the blood or ct first? But then I get worried and think they will be taking it from the actual cancer sight, oh no. I just keep saying it will be ok, it will be ok. I am almost to the 2 yr mark since I was dx in May. I know for all of you it may seem like a million years ago and ain't she back to normal yet and stop thinking about this cancer all the time but to me it still seems like yesterday. It has been my goal to make it to the 2 yr mark without a recurrence and to show those drs I did it. I know they didn't think I would make it that long. Then can I make it to year 3?? If I do, I really what a case report write up in some medical journal! My doctor friend said to me "Aren't you glad you didn't have that surgery!" EVERYDAY!! I think I am glad I didn't do it. Even no matter the time I have left.