Tuesday, May 18, 2010


I can't sleep. How am I supposed to sleep? I don't want to think about this but that is all I am doing. I am trying to fight it. I yell, scream so loud in my head NO!! NO!! NO!!

Was this what Sally was thinking when she got dx with cancer? I didn't know what to say or how to act.

I am so MAD MAD MAD!

It is ok doctor I won't sue you for emotional distress that I am having, just tell me you were wrong about the cancer.

I want to nurse my baby. I WANT TO NURSE MY BABY! I WANT TO NURSE MY BABY!
Only a few will understand that.

It took me 14 days to get him latch on correctly. I have psoriaris on my breasts and it is very painful at times and I have to only nurse him on one side at times. And I WANT TO NURSE MY BABY!

Can this wait? Till he is at least weaned?

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