I feel just like a picture my friend took of the storm we had the other day. It was a picture of dark, horrible, huge, frightening rolling clouds coming in over her neighborhood. That is what I see is coming for me and my family. The dx was just the small rain shower and Tuesday will be the beginning of the real storm. That is the day I start chemo and will wean Trooper. I wonder how the chemo will effect me. I know how weaning will effect Trooper and me and Jedi (dear husband), who I hope will help me with the weaning.
I feel like I can not protect my family from this storm, there is no where to hide, no basement to run to. I have to stand and face it full force.