A 37 yr old mom with one great hubby and 6 amazing kids and 2 puppy dogs and oh, yeah, cancer. I have to get these thoughts out, so this will not be nice reading. You've been warned, turn back now.
Tuesday, August 17, 2010
Cancer invades even more, it is a forever thing
Cancer had already invaded my tissue, then it invaded my every waking thought. Now it has invaded my last sanctuary, sleep. I had a nightmare about it. Cancer never stops. This is a forever thing, even if they get it out right now, it will never be gone, it can come back (high recurrence rate for my type of cancer). It messes with *everything* in your life *forever*. This will never go away.