I am really sick of chemo. The sick days seem longer and my "good" days aren't that good. I just so so so want to feel better. I know it will take about 6 months after I stop the chemo to start feeling better and I just want to start now. I am seriously thinking about not doing the last month. Will that extra month even help or matter? My onc dr. says no one knows, he couldn't recruit people to do less than 6 months for a study. You know the whole thing with our society that more is better. I only keep thinking how the chemo is messing me up. I am not the person who will regret not doing it if the cancer comes back. I didn't regret not doing the surgery. Till this day I still think I am so happy I got those years without it.
Chemo is hard on my body and my mind. Feeling like this, I have no idea how I would ever cope with "chemo for life". I am supposed to go back January 26 so I have till then to decide.
Sorry that chemo sucks. Hopefully your doctors can figure out something to make the side effects better. I hope the last few months get better!
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ReplyDeletei want to tell you my testimony of how i was cured of CANCER by Dr. OSE
ReplyDeletei had been affected by this illness for the past 3 years and i had been up
to many hospitals and clinics i even tried a surgical procedure but it
yielded no results so i heard of DR OSE from friend who has been
helped by him and i decided to try him out although i was afraid of
scam but i know all men are not the same and i tried his herbal medicine
to my greatest surprise he was able to cure me within 2 weeks and then
i had my health back and i want to refer you to him through this contacts
PHONE NUMBER: +2348144885194
EMAIL ADDRESS: dr.oseherbalspellhome@gmail.com
and then he also has medicine
for the following illnesses
*HIV1/2
*SYPHILIS
*LOW SPERM COUNT
*STROKE
*CANCER
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