In limbo questions

How do I go and do anything? How do I go and talk to anyone? Until I know for sure.
(See, I still have hope.)

I guess I pretend Monday with the doctor didn't happen.

It is a strange limbo to be in.

And how do you tell people? Do you tell people? Which people?

How do I tell my children?

Here's to hoping I won't need the answers to those questions.